I cannot believe that today is 4 years since we first held our daughter! (almost to the hour) The time has gone so fast, it really does seem like yesterday. (except that there is another forever family day in-between there) The car ride to the orphanage, that felt like it took forever, the walk up the stairs to see Anju, finish some paperwork and FINALLY meet our daughter. The thoughts are still so clear in my mind. Were we going to notice her right away, could we get a glimpse of her, what would her reaction be, crying, smiling, maybe sleeping......
Just typing this brings back such strong emotions, that feeling of having her put in my arms for the first time and cuddled right in was the BEST feeling I had ever had. Everything in that moment had disappeared. The wanting to be a Mom finally fulfilled. It really was a peaceful moment.
Now I think, where did my baby go, so independent, so grown-up! Snuggles are a nightly occurrence - which I'm glad hasn't gone by the way-side yet! The words "you're the best Mommy ever" are ever so endearing.
Happy Forever Family Day to the Conners too! Who were there to share that very special moment with us and their son Ian. You will forever be part of this special memory!
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